About Squirting: Stigma And A Personal Story

About Squirting by Pixie Pele (also read part 2, part 3, part 4)

You’ll notice if you go through my writings on Opening Gateways that there’s often a theme in my sexual self-discovery; I experience extreme shame about some component of it, and, with the use of some critical thinking and the help of partners who enjoy whatever the thing is, I come to accept it. Squirting was no different. 

This discovery came while masturbating. I went through a period right after discovering masturbation in which I was a little cunt-happy. Spent kind of a lot of time touching myself. Go figure. 

About Squirting – My Discovery

Anyway, at some point I discovered that a certain motion would make fluid come out. I thought I must be peeing. Most ladies think this. It was shameful and disgusting. Did I have a piss fetish or something? But at that point, I was already so ashamed of myself for my sexuality that this was just one more reason to be embarrassed. So I just put down a towel and kept going. 

I honestly don’t remember what the exact order of things – a partner saying he liked it or the discovery of squirting porn. But it came as a shock that not everyone was disgusted by this thing my body did. And that gave me space to do a little research on the subject. I found a lack of scientific study, that many people believed it was fluid from the Skene’s gland around the urethra, which was produced when stimulated. 

And then came the guy who drank it. He had his fingers inside me and I started to squirt and he put his mouth down there and fucking drank it. It was one of the hottest things I’d ever seen. 

Fast forward a few years, and he still loves it when I squirt. Though sometimes we bust up laughing at the sheer amount. I’m one of those people who will sometimes projectile squirt a liter of fluid all over the bed. Normally, it’s a smaller amount, but every now and then, it’s ridiculous. It just keeps going and going and going and we can’t help laughing. 

So. Imma do a whole bunch of posts about squirting here soon because I KNOW other people believe the same crap I did and need to hear the truth. So stay tuned for more.