Kink and Rope: Thoughts Of A Submissive Kinkster

astrid came to a few of our Ann Arbor rope bondage events, and was kind enough to share this writing with us. It is inspired by rope and power exchange. Enjoy.

My eyes are closed; my thoughts focused on my breathing. I hear voices, slapping, noises, but they aren’t important and have dulled into a low hum as I listen for what is important. My Sir – I hear you walking around me. I stand in anticipation. Breathing slowly; in, out.

With the first drag of the rope across my arm, my breathing changes, sharp in, content out. The pull of the fiber feels erotic, reminds me of what I am – completely yours. I can feel my eyes roll back; my body relaxes. I submit, to You and to the feeling of the rope sliding slowly, sensuously across my skin. It binds me; You control me, have all power over me, own me. I’m yours. I relax further, submit deeper. Time passes, but it isn’t important; I mark it only in the remaining length of the rope, in the increasing heaviness of Your breath. I can feel the drag of the rope all over my body. Breathing contentedly; in, out.

I can feel in Your breath, in Your energy when you lose patience with the rope – You want to be able to move on to whatever it is You’ve planned for when I am tied and at Your mercy. I can feel myself slipping out of the relaxed submission into something different; the rope pulls faster, feels sharper. The intensity increases; anticipation builds again. The rope begins to burn my skin, marked by a sharp intake of breath, marking me. I can feel the burn of
the rope all through my body. Breathing sharply; in, out.

You tie the rope off and move away; I hear you making preparations. I am excited for what comes next but feel wistful about the completion of the tie. As I attempt to mentally prepare for what comes next, the feel of the rope, tight, on my skin reminds me of the process. I sigh, smile softly, and relax into being bound. Whatever comes next, it isn’t important; I am Yours.

written by astrid

Notes from Parker Rose: There are places that host Ann Arbor rope bondage events. BDSM Ann Arbor rope events are often mixed in with more general kink events, though the Ann Arbor Bondage Club did host Ann Arbor kink events for a few years and still occasionally hosted a few. If you want more information on Ann Arbor BDSM events from Opening Gateways, head over to our contact page, Facebook Page, or our page at Fetlife.